(mini-update):
My stint in Paris admittedly started out a little rough. I have definitely undergone a metamorphosis throughout this first week. Arriving exhausted, not-so-fresh feeling, and unable to communicate effectively can be overwhelming enough. Add to that a feeling of isolation in the chosen retreat, and it is disheartening to say the least. Succumbing to the culture shock, emotional vulnerability and lack of sleep on that first day I wondered why I had left home in the first place. During the initial two days I missed my children so terribly it physically felt as if there was a hole in my heart. I was riddled with guilt and regret. It was one of the most horrible feelings I had suffered in a long, long time.
Yet, knowing they are doing well I realized I had no choice but to make the best of this opportunity. I have been extraordinarily fortunate that Paris has boasted the best weather conditions one could ask for. I also found a new apartment in the heart of the city and, although I suffered grueling misadventures to make the move, have not regretted it for one moment.
I am learning my way around, my French is improving, and I am becoming more confident in this amazing foreign city. I have done more walking/hiking than I think I ever have. If I don’t come back one toned, buff mother I will be shocked! I have made a few English-speaking friends, one of which is an Australian girl whom I have just spent a very lovely 3 ½ days and am very sad that she is leaving tomorrow. She claims to marvel at my abilities where, as she puts it, I can navigate proficiently and have even begun making jokes with the locals in French.
Considering some of the obstacles I have overcome, I know that I will emerge from this experience a stronger person capable of nearly anything that comes my way (which is bad news for the likes of London, Amsterdam and Prague, to name a few of the other cities I someday hope to conquer).
More details to come. Here are just a few random pictures from the week so far:

Tags: misadventures, paris, travel


May 16th, 2008 at 2:00 pm
Woo hoo!!!
So glad you are having a great time!!
It sounds like the experience of a lifetime, and you seem to be making the most of it.
Enjoy the rest of your stay, and I hope to hear more about it later.
Later!
May 17th, 2008 at 12:52 am
I admire you for having the courage that you have.
I know how you must be missing your kids.
I envy you. You’re having a wonderful adventure.
May 20th, 2008 at 9:16 pm
You have more guts than me. I would never go to a foreign country by myself (even an English speaking one)!
But I would love to go to Wales as part of a Japanese tourist group, so I could laugh at them when they try to pronounce the place names.
Anyway, hope you continue having a good time! Looking forward to more posts!